Date:	2002-06-19 21:24
Subject:	Garbage
Security:	Public
Mood:	moody

She's not the kind of girl Who likes to tell the world About the way she feels About herself She takes a little time In making up her mind She doesn't want to fight Against the tide Always the one who has to drag her down Maybe you'll get what you want this time around Can't bear to face the truth So sick he cannot move And when it hurts he takes it Out on you Lately I'm not the only one I say never trust anyone Always the one who had to drag her down Maybe you'll get what you want this time around The trick is to keep breathing She knows the human heart And how to read the stars Now everything's about to fall apart I won't be the one who lets you down Maybe you'll get what you want this time around


You look so fine I want to break your heart And give you mine You're taking me over It's so insane You've got me tethered and chained I hear your name And I'm falling over knocked down Cried out Been down just to find out I'm through Bleeding for you I'm not like all of the other girls I can't take it like the other girls I won't share it like the other girls That you used to know You look so fine I'm open wide I want to take you home We'll waste some time You're the only one for me You look so fine I'm like the desert tonight Leave her behind If you want to show me I'm not like all of the other girls I won't take it like the other girls I won't fake it like the other girls That you used to know You look so fine (outro) You're taking me over Over and over I'm falling over Over and over Drown in me One more time Hide inside Me tonight Do what you Want to do Just pretend Happy end Let me know Let it show Ending with Letting go


You tell me you don't love me over a cup of coffee
And I just have to look away
A million miles between us
Planets crashing to dust
I just let it fade away
I'm walking empty streets hoping we might meet
I see your car parked on the road
The light on at your window
I know for sure that you're home
But I just have to pass on by
So no of course we can't be friends
Not while I'm still this obsessed
I guess I always knew the score
This is how our story ends
I smoke your brand of cigarettes
And pray that you might give me a call
I lie around in bed all day just staring at the walls
Hanging round bars at night wishing I had never been born
And give myself to anyone who wants to take me home
So no of course we can't be friends
Not while I still feel like this
I guess I always knew the score
This is where our story ends
You left behind some clothes
My belly summersaults when I pick them off the floor
My friends all say they're worried
I'm looking far too skinny
I've stopped returning all their calls
And no of course we can't be friends
Not while I'm still so obsessed
I want to ask where I went wrong
But don't say anything at all
It took a cup of coffee
To prove that you don't love me


It's funny how
Even now
You still support me after all of the things that I've done
You're so good to me
Waiting patiently
And isn't it sad that you still have to ask if I care?
I never said I was perfect
But I can take you away
Walk on shells tonight
Can't do right tonight
And you can't say a word
Cause I leap down your throat
So uptight am I
I never said I was perfect
But I can drive you home
I got down on myself
Working too hard
Driving myself to death
Trying to beat out the faults in my head
What a mess I've made
Sure we all make mistakes
But they see me so large that they think I'm immune to the pain
I'm praying for a miracle
But I won't hold my breath
I never said I was perfect
But can you drive me home


Oh let's bomb the factory
That makes all the wannabes
Let's burst all the bubbles
That brainwash the masses







































Watching the days slip by so fast
Knowing our fate has long been cast
Working our fingers to the bone
Cause nobody loves you when you're gone
Coughing up feeling just for you
To find something real to hold on to
But there is a hole inside my heart
Where all of my love comes pouring out.
You know you'll always be my man
But grab yourself sweetness where you can
Cause sooner or later we're going to die
Left to the dogs under the sky

I cracked a piece of broken glass

Coughing up feeling just for you
To find something real to hold on to
But there is a hole inside my heart
Where waves of my love come tumbling out.
You say that all the good is gone
That I have forgotten who I am
Free as a bird
Wild as the wind
But somehow I cannot let you in

Date:	2002-06-14 14:00
Subject:	Nern
Security:	Public
Mood:	okay
Music:	Ataris-"Life aint all that bad"

okay michelle is over here and shes like....laying in the floor? and its 200 and it is really boring but its okay because we are going to the lake to eat? which makes a lot of sense...and my fingernails are gunna be pink not clear becasue i cant be boring ya know?

and a prep just IMed me

fuck.

Date:	2002-06-04 20:06
Subject:	um
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused

who reads this anyway?

who am i friends with? i would say that i love them all..the thing is i dont know if i do..the ones i do love all go away so i guess i dont love any of them..but like is much different..i like all of them..most of them..some of them..and i swear id say something like hey to them ... but i cant...


just got back from the beach today....kinda sucked...too many old men....flashbacks..AAHH!


im scarred..how do you spell that?
scared scarred scaredd

not sure

i know i have two friends....hey you guys! miss you!


i think they know who they are..they are the only two people who ever read this..but what the fuck ever




im fucking miserable

FUCK THIS SHIT!









im rrreeeaalllyy tired of it..but whatever i do i cant help it...im supposed to be peachy fucking keen but im not....why you ask? because i am fucked up.....little girl in big world



bye

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Jolie!

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boreeed la la la

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Date:	2002-05-19 19:53
Subject:	the Greens
Security:	Public
Mood:	pissed off

i dont really know what to say

there isnt anything no one else has said

and that bothers me i guess

but no one cares

who are you and what are you doing reading this?

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh
no use wahty the fuck ever
fuck you and fuck friendship and fuck caring and fuck the greens and fuck happiness and fuck this place and fuck this feeling and just fuck the shit out of everything


this sucks

Date:	2002-05-13 20:40
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	annoyed
Music:	the washing machine

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Your pirate name is:


Calico Anne Kidd



Often indecisive, you can't even choose a favorite color. You're apt to follow wherever the wind blows you, just like Calico Jack Rackham, your namesake. Even though you're not always the traditional swaggering gallant, your steadiness and planning make you a fine, reliable pirate. Arr!

Date:	2002-05-07 18:06
Subject:	Disturbing...
Security:	Public
Mood:	dirty
Music:	the i dream of jeanie theme song

You’re Pink! You’re not afraid to be different, and you’re more than willing to go your own way. You’re quite the dare devil, and quite outspoken. Sure you’re not the best, but that’s okay! You’ve been through lots of struggles to get where you are right now, and you’re quite content with how you’re life’s been going. You’re known to cause a little mischief, but that’s all in good fun.

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Date:	2002-05-05 20:48
Subject:	Last Night..
Security:	Public
Mood:	distressed
Music:	STD

...I drempt you called from Costa Rica.......anyway








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KABLOOEY
CRASH
BAM
BOOM
FRIZZLE
FRY






























POOF

I WANT TO TAKE THIS TIME TO THANK THE LITTLE PEOPLE.....




ahem.....i mean those poeple who signed the comments in my live journal..cough..(NO ONE)....but anywho



bored as a mo fo foo....and yeah and i worked out today but there were too many old men there with wondering eyes so i got scared and called home.....anyway....



you know what really pisses me off? when poeple call you "stupid" just because you didnt know somehting....I mean how was i supposed to know that cheese steaks were just steaks with cheese on them? i mean how do i know that they arent built in..like stuffed crust steak.....(cough cough JENA YOU PISS ME OFF)..




annnnyyyyywwwwwwaaaayyyy....school was fantastic....feel the hint of sarcasm lingering? i got a book called cut and its about a girl who cutes her self......no relation...of course...and uh..well mom had a big flip out "omg your going to commit suicide" episodes....and so that rounded off my day to pretty much sucky.....and not to mention that i also failed a math test....i got about a 50 on it.....bleh....this sucks...


Did you know buddah didnt eat anything except for ONE grain of rice a day for fourty one days straight....i think he died because of it...not like this is a hint to any one in particualr....i mean it isnt like im completely giving a clue to someone that i am worried about them and i think that food is good and you should too...i would never NEVER hint that to anyone...



sigh..



bye

I WANT TO TAKE THIS TIME TO THANK THE LITTLE PEOPLE.....




ahem.....i mean those poeple who signed the comments in my live journal..cough..(NO ONE)....but anywho



bored as a mo fo foo....and yeah and i worked out today but there were too many old men there with wondering eyes so i got scared and called home.....anyway....



you know what really pisses me off? when poeple call you "stupid" just because you didnt know somehting....I mean how was i supposed to know that cheese steaks were just steaks with cheese on them? i mean how do i know that they arent built in..like stuffed crust steak.....(cough cough JENA YOU PISS ME OFF)..




annnnyyyyywwwwwwaaaayyyy....school was fantastic....feel the hint of sarcasm lingering? i got a book called cut and its about a girl who cutes her self......no relation...of course...and uh..well mom had a big flip out "omg your going to commit suicide" episodes....and so that rounded off my day to pretty much sucky.....and not to mention that i also failed a math test....i got about a 50 on it.....bleh....this sucks...


Did you know buddah didnt eat anything except for ONE grain of rice a day for fourty one days straight....i think he died because of it...not like this is a hint to any one in particualr....i mean it isnt like im completely giving a clue to someone that i am worried about them and i think that food is good and you should too...i would never NEVER hint that to anyone...



sigh..



bye

I WANT TO TAKE THIS TIME TO THANK THE LITTLE PEOPLE.....




ahem.....i mean those poeple who signed the comments in my live journal..cough..(NO ONE)....but anywho



bored as a mo fo foo....and yeah and i worked out today but there were too many old men there with wondering eyes so i got scared and called home.....anyway....



you know what really pisses me off? when poeple call you "stupid" just because you didnt know somehting....I mean how was i supposed to know that cheese steaks were just steaks with cheese on them? i mean how do i know that they arent built in..like stuffed crust steak.....(cough cough JENA YOU PISS ME OFF)..




annnnyyyyywwwwwwaaaayyyy....school was fantastic....feel the hint of sarcasm lingering? i got a book called cut and its about a girl who cuts her self......no relation...of course...and uh..well mom had a big flip out "omg your going to commit suicide" episodes....and so that rounded off my day to pretty much sucky.....and not to mention that i also failed a math test....i got about a 50 on it.....bleh....this sucks...


Did you know buddah didnt eat anything except for ONE grain of rice a day for fourty one days straight....i think he died because of it...not like this is a hint to any one in particualr....i mean it isnt like im completely giving a clue to someone that i am worried about them and i think that food is good and you should too...i would never NEVER hint that to anyone...



sigh..



bye

Date:	2002-04-28 19:11
Subject:	KLO
Security:	Public
Mood:	giddy
Music:	none...except the shit playin in my head

I LOVE HER


I MADE UP


I CAN SLEEP NOW
~~

ARENT YOU PROUD JOSH!!


WERE KEWL...WERE HOMIES WERE ROLL DAWGS......




GOODDY GOODY GUMDROPS!!

im so tired today. saw kendall today. wrote her an email today. i am so nervous today. how will she take it? it wasnt mean....ack!



anywho...bored am i! recital sucked and i sccrewed up bigtime and im so glad that josh didnt come...woulda been quite scary...sally *cough* didnt come either...my dad did though...yeah...the end of the year is 23 days away....less than a month i can not explain my excitement....



hey josh....hey blinkie...hey nadia.....hey whoever else is reading this....



so tired..so bored....la la la la lLLLLAAAAAAAAA




OMG katie is so kewl!! hee hee hee




too much boredism at a time.....non healthy...........now im talking to a guy named tom..hes 22....from germany and his sn is prettyinpunk.....heh..wowieoos....whateber




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